Overthinking

peace

Today this self behaves like a pick me, I feel lonely in the crowd I try to stay considered sometimes I hate myself and sometimes I hate the people around me. Yesterday when I and my two friends wanted to eat ramen together suddenly one of us said that "she" didn't come because she was embarrassed that she was dressed like an old woman, then I argued that I looked like her then they left with an expression that was not wearing I know I'm not that fun but at least I didn't insult my friend behind her back. Their mouths are all sharp I'm afraid of what to do because someone I consider a friend has instilled hatred in the hearts of others even though I often boast about her to others 


It turns out that women's friendships are very, very creepy, they only use me, but they don't invite me, I hate them all but I realize that this is the cruel world. I tried to make peace with myself and believed that this experience would make me stronger in the working world. 


I wanted to show my true self but they didn't take it well. This morning I acted like an arrogant person even though I was just joking. beyond my expectations it turned out that they were talking about me and them making their own group without me. In another group there was a two-faced woman in whose heart hatred for me had also been planted she sometimes drove me away I don't know if it was me who was feeling too much or if it was true that she hated me but it made me cry when everyone was bowed down to the worldly I felt alone. Then I tried to fix it by approaching a "friend" to fix my name but like a broken mirror it was too late I walked into them filled with fear and disappointment and an overwhelming sense of resentment. 


Can you help me?


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